Lots of things seems to be happening even though nothing is really going on. I feel some unrest, anguish and irritability... Something isn't right and I'm not too surewhat it is nor why.
I need to get some air, see people, talk and do stuff... badly!
I also feel I need to be alone... paradoxes, chaos... Man this sucks...
I'm thinking too much about how irrational I fell and it drives me nuts. NUTS!

There is a cool thing about my mood: Mad scientist crazy inspiration.
My inspiration and energy is off the charts. I reinstalled my music programs, started making beats again, made a few pictures and I'm sure more will follow.
I wish i had like an army of swords and a bunch of people willing to pose and do my personal little chanbara with tons of dead ninjas and lots of katanas... so sad I have neither. I'm sure I'll figure out something though.
I need blood, lots of it...


90% motivation
9% irritability
1% patience
Very little to keep me occupied...
No girlfriend!
Still no steady SF4 partner...
My keyboard won't register B, V, R, G or E's properly... Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I want to kill!!!!

This is not good... Not good at all...